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Okay...how do i start this off....i couldn't go for ncc orienteering. they went without me. so sheener and jian hate me for putting them in. so they feel that i was being an idiot for selecting them. so they think that there is something wrong with me just because i chose them. they believed there wasn't a selection. that's understandable considering they weren't there. sheener had rugby match, jian did not pon. he merely did not turn up because of an appointment. not ponning. (this is nt sarcasm. i am just trying to maintain a fair stand point) so i've clarified that there was a selection. and i beat chester su in it. dheeraj won me at the end but that was the end of 8 laps. also, i beat him the rest of the time though his stamina was better than mine. i chose u guys because u had the better stamina and speed. its nt my fault that ur from my class right? u think i was advocating favoritism towards u? its obvious that u 2, lionel and joshua are the best athletes in ncc. r u going to deny that? i put joshua down too but they dint select him cos they chose me and jem! we were chosen and they ask us who else to put in. we chose u. is that such a big deal? they already knew u guys were good at running. they knew. we dint have to tell them. when they ask us the first thing they asked was about jian jie. okay? there's the reason i chose u. u can choose to view things from ur standpoint and choose to see things as i was being unreasonable in choosing u. but let's say u were me. and ken miura came up to u and asked: "who do you think can make then orienteering team?" and jus so happened a member of the gold winning 4 x 100m relay school track team was sitting in your class along with two first team ruggers who run for the class in the inter class relay as well, who would u pick? u r alr permanently in. there are fine choices in front of you. and i did suggest dheeraj. they chose u instead. im sorry if u think its my fault and all but i just chose u guys because of ur sporting superiority. if u find its hindering u, think about why u dun mind when u hv to use it in ur own ccas but hate it when u hv to do it in ncc. just because ur in full uniform? lik jian posted: track and field finals.. miss tht so much. since its obvious you've lost ur liking for ncc, i shant say anymore. but must u really get so pissed off because i chose u? must you really? if thts wad u feel, so be it. feel free to tag, jus dun be anons, i get really pissed with them.
and jus because u hate ncc, did u really hv to go and slack? i know u r accomplished sportsmen in ACSi and im jus a noob reserve soccer player whose team couldnt even get into south zone semi finals but must u really destroy the hopes of a medal. did u really have to slack jus because u were forced to go there? why couldnt u jus get it over and done with? if i were forced to do something, sure i'll be pissed. knowing me i would be f***** up! but cant u jus calm urself down and jus get the thing done? cant u really? is it that hard or is it jus a sense of desire to rebel in you that u refuse to cooperate? is it? u might say that i dun know how tough it is since i wasnt there. say all u want. at the end of the day, ur the champion and im the loser. happy now? CHAMPIONS?
i understand its my fault i dint ask u first. i dint get asked either. they just put my name down. i accept that this was my fault. but hv u no shortcomings? u hv this talent and u dun want to use it. it is my fault too but couldnt u jus hv gotten on with life?
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