*note: the below is just an expression of my feelings and NOT an attempt to compete with edward's essaysXD*
im pissed at someone.....im pissed at a lot of stuff....i jus realised someone is a real ass.....all this time i dint realise.....im still pissed at interclass...i dun know why....perhaps its because only 3 ppl dint want to play and they screwed the form.....im not flaming anyone, keep this in mind.....im just pissed....and if i dun post this i will spend my days emoing for no reason......im still pissed at inter class....why.......i keep telling myself its not important.....no....it is.....no...its not......whole yr of waiting down the drain.....why.....why........its just a competition right?....no.....its a whole year of anticipation, flushed down the drain.......i seem fine don't i? after all it was weeks ago.....but.....underneath.......im still pissed..........and sad.....i jus dun wan to create unnecessary conflicts in class....esp when we jus gt thru the orienteering crap.......but im still pissed....cant concentrate and do my work....cos im pissed.....cant sleep at night cos im thinking bout it.........thinking abt the guy which i called a gd friend.......jus thinking....jus thinking through the night......some occasional fits of anger where i bang the wall with a hardened fist.....and sometimes when i workout til im half dead just to get the anger out of me.....to prove that i can still own his ass........even when im not there...........even without what i need....i can still pwn him....that will jus.....satisfy me.....prove to him....that hes a loser....prove to him.....that he cant do it.....if tht happens.....i will be happy.....
almost end of holiday's haven played soccer in a week.....but got a good rest and managed to catch up with subjects a wee bit.=) apologies for the above emoness but not to worry, the cheerful me is back. i felt so much better after typing tat out.=)
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