pissing la. todae played dam shit in training. why do i always do not bad on tues and screw up on thurs. todae the match miskick twice, pass wrong thrice, took 2 gay shots and dint dribble much. at first training started well with shooting practice where i scored 4 goals. one was especially nice, half volley from coach's flick and dipped jus under the bar at top speed. but the rest were nt tht fantastic. played for the non-sch team as usual. why does deon always get to play for the first team. is it because we really have a non-sch team tournament and coach wants us to gel? but damn hard la, the scholars dun noe what is lay off which is essential to my game. one guy even stole the ball from me. tht put me in a damn bad mood. and i got hit by the ball in the face so i have a split lip. zzzzzzzz. what a horrible training for me. im too inconsistent lah, maybe thts wat makes peter think i suck. =.= and i dun noe why i cant play with other classes when im alone. always get tackled then after tht damn pai seh cos they will be looking at you with tht 'shld have passed u idiot' look. no freedom to dribble. shit lar. i want my class to play but the scholars only play after pe and we always dun get the field cos 3.15 all damn on for pe cos of soccer but my class dun care take 20 mins to 'change'. sians
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